Oh noooooo....she just got back into the office late.....L

and what is she doing now????? not working thats for sho.



Well today for lunch my ex brought me a plate of

spaghetti w/salad and french bread........why??????



Does he miss the ex misses punani? WELL at least I

didn't have to spend any $ for lunch....thank you Exy



This guy, Tim, was my love a year and a half ago...he was

sent to prison for 8 mos for aggravated assault.....well

that wasn't on me but she did get a 2week eyeshadow

made for her once.....anyway this guy is now back from

the 1/2 way home.....er house?



Anywho he's back in town...and believe me.....

I don't have any matches to light the old flame.



Well we did have some laughs and an interesting

talk....you see right down the middle of our main

town on the reservation is a canyon about 205ft...

anyway his sister took a jump and......

she could not fly.....so instead she passed away......sad

i know.....well maybe that was all he came for.....just

needing someone to talk to.......I do want to be there for

him but at the same time due to his aggressiveness

I'd like to stay my distance.



OH no.....I so forgot......I have to work on my budget

for 2009-2010.



Oh during lunch I can't recall but...somehow Australia

popped up in our converstion....so i thought how about

looking at what down under has to offer........

Last of March

This ain't no bull.........

Talk about 'Sack Lunches' !!!!

People in Oakdale, California have a weird way of raising money....The town Rotary club plans to cook 400lbs....400lbs of bovine testicles....

Last year this annual fundraiser raised $28,000.00 dollars...!!!! You can read the story here http://www.blogger.com/www.azcentral.com/offbeat/articles/2009/03/29/20090329odd1-CR.html (maybe Ginger could do something such)

Well when she was cowgirl I used help in the castrating of these young'uns. ...oh how time flies......

Oh well, here is someone who I wouldn't mind having his testicles during lunch hour for the sake of raising money..........

This cutie hails from Sao Paulo....me tinks....

this is Edson Lopes....Mr. Gay Sao Paulo 2008.

Back then he was 25 yrs old.

OH by the way.....the sunrise dance i was ecstatic about....was juuooost the bomb...

I was practically drunk from thursday night until saturday afternoon......I took a nap on sat and was up and running around that same evening....you 'shirley' don't want to know how my day was yesterday......

On thursday me fren Stewart AKA 'Stella' and I went out on the town we found my sober driver and hit the local casino......where she had waaaaaay too much patron......then we went driving around alll night...fun indeed.

On Friday morning....she was all nighters.....we went to 'Sundown' a quaint bar with no buildings either way for about 1 mile....it's all by it's lonesome... and purchased liquor and beer....we drove around the back roads....i have a full size bronco and it's 4 wheels handle the bumps and dips the dirt roads offer.

We stayed out in the woods all day hiding.....from what i can't recall....L. And then Friday night was fun...My frens Stella, Yella and I went to the local Club X....there was a band from New Mexico playing that night and we stayed until 1pm....then....i went and p/ up my weekender....Jimi Dean.....Don't laugh, that is his name.....well his first and middle anyway! L

He is shorter than I but his sausage is one for the books! if you know what i mean.....LOL

He is going to school in Albuquerque, NM and he left yesterday...a full 4 hrs away....oh how i miss him so.......and here it was only a weekend fling.....hehehe!

I've been with him before....about 2 years ago....hhmmm...that sounds about right.

1st Sunrise Dance This Weekend!!!

Sorry Girls and Boys....I know ...it's been sad that I haven't posted in awhile.......

It's intimidating posting.......everyone has interesting stuff to post....I hope I can do as well as you all.

Well anywayz........this girl is getting ready for this weekend....her boytoy left her last 2 weeks ago......and now she has him covered......Hint: I found a new boy!!!!! isn't that joooust!

This weekend there will be a Sunrise Dance ...it's a traditional coming-of-age ceremony for all the Apache Girls (See abive picture courtesy of Mark D. Ray). It's a big thing around these parts....very family oriented. Families from different Apache Reservations sometimes attend. This usually attracts crowds of up to 800....Well if you want to know alittle bit more click here http://www.peabody.harvard.edu/maria/Sunrisedance.html they sum it up better....believe me i tried....LOL. Here is another photo

Well as you know....the myth that all indians drink....is not a myth....its reality.....and that means more parties for me to attend!!!!!!!

As you may have read.....she is KAREN WALKER......REINCARNATED. jk.

Well i pretty much have this weekend planned out...my homegirls from down south....San Carlos Apache Reservation....are coming up! Well us queens are gonna get together and dance the weekend away......i'll write about this upcoming weekend in a later post.

Anywho.....let me try to recap on my life from my last post......I've been through one relationship through another......talk about a promiscuous year....so far,anywayz. A dear fren passed away....she was known as a the original 'fatty girl' she wasn't too fat just more big boned.....she was a fighter....toughest in town....RIP

Goodness not to gloomy........Anywayz....

I was seeing this one guy named 'Don'. He's about 7 years younger....talk about being a cougar........ Well he was living in Colorado City, Co. until October of last year. We met last summer while he was in town visiting. He's Very Delicious! We hooked up a few times since then.

From October until late February we were hooked up and it was all good.....he was working i was working....it was CLOSE to, but not heaven. See around these parts people discourage our type. It WAS good until I messed it all up....

One night my frens, Rolita and her man 'Boomer', were taking him home after a night out on the town....he didn't want to go home with me....he got mad over something....well, his neighbor...another hottie, comes up to the window and says what up. And intoxicated me...I asked him to jump in...and jumps in he does. OMG he's about 18 or 19. A grade late but he's graduating this May!!!!!!!!!! Anywho.....Don comes to the window and wants to go too! But she was vicious with him....i told him that it's his fault his neighbor is tagging along....'Your Lost' i say.

Now.....i feel lost w/out him....Boo Hoo Hoo!

But, since this weekend should be packed w/fun, drugs, booze, boys, and crowds upon crowds of peeps i should be okay.

Sorry

stupid.....ha ha....told you ...my first time.....

Well any way about me....

I'm 27 years old and live in Eastern Arizona. 6'0" and lets say....190 Lbs give or take a few.

I am at the cross roads of love.....
this past weekend there was one hopeful that I met.

Well anyway, I'm not to sure because his girlfriend just found out about
him with me......I guess it's his first time......to be with ME! (a FAG).

Back to me... I was brought up by my wrangler father.....I grew up in a
cowboy setting. One of the most happy childhoods I guess you can imagine.
I was already riding horses since before my memory took hold. I was taken
out in to the big wilderness of Eastern Arizona and had to chase cattle all over
the place.

I grew up in a very conservative, rural, traditional town. I came out in high school to my
family and am now quite considerably fem. Can you figure that in a town with a population of
about 3500(back in the early 90's) that my poor soul found that when i transferred from a private school to a public school i would meet up with 6 other gay boys IN THE SAME GRADE????? Very Interesting....for me. (can you tell i love using ellipses?)....L.

Well I took off to college with three of the six and we came back to town....we are still 'frens to the end'....too chuckyesque?

Well anyway Love my job....would still like to post pics but until i get a scanner....

I love reading other blogs especially when i'm done with my work and bored out.

Luvs the boys....straight ones.....they are quite indifferent(the strait onez)
I love the excitement of conquering what isn't like minded. If they do like being with me....are they gay too? or are they HMMMM?

well think of karen walker .....That's me! But i am at work on time.
Love to party....Hard....why get serious!
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Anywayz

This past weekend was one of the most outrageous ever.....
I was with one of my home girls (Big girl 6'4") Joni. Well while riding around i saw this
cutie walking home....me, being quite intox asked the young gentleman (Mr. Man) if he needed a ride.

Instantly he accepted.

Well few other frens; Bay-B his girlfriend Holli and others were planning on throwing an allweekender. I already accepted their invite and so me and Mr. Man stayed at this house.
Had a fagulous time.

The next day his girl found out and saw us......to my utmost desire.....Mr. Man was dumped.....
Well i stayed with him for the next few days and finally let him off at his cousins last night.

HMMM Until then...... like DD....Peace out Bitches...... it's me Neu Neu.

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